姚琦说我昨晚玩了一整夜的手机，手机响不停，吵得她都没睡好，可我今早醒后却一点印象都没有。怪不得我起来时，手机里的电全跑光了。一开始我还纳闷呢，现在都明白了。我，又梦游了。咳，最近梦游的次数好像增加了，稍有点担心...

我，曾经是追着梦跑的傻瓜。尽管前面一片黑暗，也依然不肯放弃的跑着，跑着，不停的寻找着我的梦。可梦，却还是那么的遥不可及...

我，渐渐迷失了；梦，渐渐遗忘了...

想找人倾诉，但，身边没有人。即使找到了，我要倾诉什么呢？我好难受，难受到....想哭...

今天的pharmaco prac好令人失望哦。bench work 改成了computer simulation。闷死了，差点就在LT里睡着了。5555... 没有小白鼠玩...

伤心啊...

前几个学期好像过得太轻松了。现在我才终于知道：药剂还真不是人学的。哪来这么多要背的东东啊？！左一个名称，右一个名称的。那些名称怎么看怎么陌生，弄得我头都大了。今天又拿到了共316页的drug monographs，想起来就头痛。咳，还真羡慕讲师们，他们的记忆还真是惊人嘞，随口就能说出个药名菌名什么的，似乎都难不到他们。看来我还有好多好多努力的空间...

A ZA!!

had my first microbio prac today. I thought staining would be easy but i was very very wrong. the first few staining methods are manageable. but i think most of us failed at acid-fast and spore staining (at least i didn't succeed. and my lab partners didn't as well). It's so difficult!! the stains kept washing away and we kept observing only one colour T.T But overall, the prac is fun. bacteria actually look quite cute under the microscope =p